Changes ... Preparing Any change takes a little scary. This not knowing what will become of us or our life will be from that decision remains uncertain ... or am I wrong?
But there is time to make decisions ... because time is cruel and does not give us a truce ... spend hours, days pass, the months pass, the years pass ... and thus inadvertently passed a lifetime.
my turn to say and be strong to persevere and not give it half way to reach the final.
is true I have fear! ... and do not know why because I am a woman who has a lot of FE ... but if I have fear and doubts
loooooooong.
My head is about to explode ... will soon look back and everything will be just "a bad patch overcome" ... but now I'm in the middle of a black hole. Change
home ... of people?? ... the lease expires this September 30 and so far we find nothing because we are a big family and Inzing
(our beloved
Tyrolean village) is not a house
good, nice and cheap for a FAMILION as ours ... only a miracle can save us, and I do believe in miracles.
job change ... and where or what?? ... the bakery is about to break and I have no studio here in Austria ... clear because I am Peruvian and my whole life is in Peru ... so for them I am not "nothing" and besides I have age against ... cost me a lot find this work of selling that hit me like a glove because I love dealing with people ... but is about to end and I just do not know exactly when ... but I'll be there until the end, faithful as a captain to his ship ... because they trusted me and gave me the opportunity to work as a saleswoman.
begin to study?? ... full-time?? ... and leave house?? ... I have to beat out of love for my family. Only way to find a good job ... it really hurts not being able to have more free time these to be with my children, my husband and the time for me: fabric, embroidery or any
craft that I love to do ... will not be the same ... but also that God will give me the strength to overcome this phase. I see possibilities
, asking, finding out ... nothing is certain yet but soon I will have to decide.
Because everything is so complicated here?? ... I can not sell silver jewelry yew am not
jeweler by profession, I can not sell the socks for yew drink, or items of furniture that I paint on wood ... in order for everything you have to have a permit ... there is no caption
crafts in general ... or work with wood wool and textile ... in order too complicated ... would have to pay like 4 permits and thus would no longer be unprofitable ... My idea was to sell directly to individual stores, jewelers and exclusive shops for babies ... I say I'm an artist but also tied my hands, I cut the wings and will not let me fly, do not let me show my art to the world.
went through a period of many changes ... is that the changes are good but for now just I have many doubts.